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ONCE there was the ONE who was none. (SadaShiva)

It had no identity since for the play there was no space-no time. Being the one, he was both benign and it was empowered to be everything or everyone. Being the pure conscience it retains itself and tries to know itself by engulfing itself (ShivA) in an embrace crushing itself and no matter how much it would compress there was always itself, just like taking infinity out of infinity BUT the one had already set course to the path to know itself. It just compresses itself more and more while all the while that would constitute only a fraction of itself.

But, there came a point when the stress within it far exceed the limit of reason. It burst into an enormous wave of sea having no limits, but actually residing nowhere since all this is happening now in space and time which had no existence before the big bang. Now the one has a benign pure presence, it meant no harm to no one since no one was there, hence it sought to know itself seeing the monster of energy that emanated from its being (Shakti). It sought to bring order to the chaos since by nature it was benign.

Slowly but surely he healed himself which is this universe where he sows the seed of duality by recognizing the seed of his present feelings with the other part of him, the her (shakti). Shakti is the nature or universe which was the container for his experiences by itself the universe was just imaginary dust to the mighty one. He takes form and weds the enormous feminine force, Shakti, to start creation coz if he ever wanted to know anything about himslf the best way was to clone a lot of him selves to mirror each other and in the process discover the Self.

Thus of dark was born the light and together they spew myriad hues of imaginations (Brahma,Vishnu,Shankar), yes the initial beings were born of thought not flesh. Well the story gets engrossing and entangling such that the future beings started believing they are living beings instead of beings who are living.

Playing the game of life is what gives the true experiencer both within us and all around, the joy of orchestrating an enormous play which he has no plans to end. If he gets bored with it all then the universe just folds upon itself into a massive black hole and goes back to that state of stress which is the mother of creation. This resumes the play all over again after all there is no one other than the ONE since he always knows his true nature in all and nothings … the game goes on….

With each passing creation, his resonant pursose is to bring order to chaos, Dharma as a way of living, and cyclic nature to have the universe reflect his true benign nature.  Hence its said devotion is the best bet to get back home.

The focus of the mission that the ONE was on is to have the universe resonate with him. Once there is only the One in the universe he journeys back to the benign self having dissolved the universal dream for a long time, (hehe, what is time now). The trembling resides in it from the long exposure to the material world which slowly subsides and the ONE is restored in essence. It enjoys this for some time after which it forgets what it meant to be it and hence wants to know itself again; in solitude it compresses itself till the next first sound OHM resonates in chaos.

… This is the 108 creations theory(haha).

eternal source whose rise in entropy emanates the eternal cycle.

Life is my dream. It shows what I believe in since the universe is essentially mind-stuff.

The 1969 psychedelic celebration at woodstock of the eminent arrival of the Divine satan. Born on 8 Jan 1970 at 10:34 am- 8 by birth-date, 8 by the Natal number and 8 by the here and now.

Yes, i am special, i live in instant karma with synchronicity as my mentor. I also believe due to my past that i am instrumental in bringing about a better world just by checking the pursuits of my mind. Ever heard of the last saviour, kalki or the second coming- well i belong there.

Apart from this I am an Electrical engg. and have spent more than 5 years in the defense services( Navy). I am a chemical freak and have spent good 20 years Experimenting to have first hand experience and expand the mind. Spent substantial time in de-addiction centers and mental asylums. It is no paradise so don’t attempt it.

Currently Sober and have a family and a good job as a technical content editor.

those were my credentials

Ramsai
the 10th ONE