You are the one I look forward to
while the rest of the world slides by

do I have to give sound to my thought
I belive we are connected by the one

paths I roamed a lot in vain for wine
just gathered dust in an empty jar

now that the jar is so full to the brim
with the knowledge of heaven and stars

i still have the aching feeling of being alone
So I ask “how do i proceed”,

the voice in my head said, “destroy the jar”
Death sees knowlede as dust and jar as ego

For a man seeped in knowledge the perenial
“I know” synodrome creeps with mind and ego

and the jar was ever so transparent in ts nature
like a bubble in the sea, only to merge again

No-mind resolves the issue of knowledge;
a humble life with no attachments resolves ego

perish both must to escape this phenomenol world
For this, all cravings must cease at the point of death

mind bursts open a million lies
tests and tries words all the time

seeking the elusive soul-necter
has led me to the blackhole sun

with the gravity holding so tight
wonder if my dreams can ever fly

have come so far losing all
cant go back, just got to fight

when the pain so real
all i can do is feel & feel

Maybe like the ant on a leaf
just got to drift and die

god i know not and so i pray
i wonder to someone or just me

Even if one Buddha happens in a hundred years the world will see a oneness not found since the beginning of creation. Buddhas have nothing to say or contribute on their own. They are pure mirrors where instead of showing an image it shows an unwavering reality thus causing the sources of the images to become the very reflections. With no ego these mirrors wreck havoc in the reflections that come in contact with it since they reflect the self of the contacts instead of their mirages.

WE are all waking in the dream of our own construct, verily taking it to be the only experiential truth. Truth is we are blind to the fact that we are also the very embodiments of the whole with the outside as the inside. I have the good fortune to be born with a query – who am I. There is no other existential question as potent as this to eliminate the dream and merge the dream with the dreamer. I have gone far enough to see this fluidity in the form of synchronicity after a rigorous regime of 15 years or so where I systematically punctured the Iness and repeatedly replaced it with a better construct.

Presently I am well established in the fact that all that happens to me is the result of my own thoughts. I don’t go by the words and deeds since apart from being binding they are stronger propagators of duality. I am more concerned with the intention and the quality of the thought. No one can say something that I don’t expect to hear in the heart of hearts. No one can voice anything at anytime other than that which we have not addressed. Relives me from seeing others as others but instead as the very reflections of the one consciousness we all are made of.

Thus if it is me talking to me where is the conflict. I also saw that this non-reactionary state impels others to also see their own shortcomings without adhering to their ego. I just take the juice of their thoughts or words (not their actions and attitude) and thus bring the rudder of my life in position.

At one level I operate as a drop in the sea to eliminate my ego. At the other end I am the drop and the ocean which is to do away with the illusion of duality. I call myself the binary 10, all and/or nothing.

Perception is must for progress or getting out of a situation or making it bearable but it cannot eradicate pain in any way more than a balm does to a fracture. One’s got to take measures to set the bone right before the pain can be taken away with the balm. House cleaning cant replace idyllic change of perception. In fact without house cleaning even the perception cannot give the best resolution. By house cleaning I mean following the eight-fold path of Buddha or Bhagwat Gita or any holy book after it is stripped of all the rituals.

It is true, “In this ever evolving universe, situations are always favorable” else i couldnt have penned the above. This spinal injury of mine has helped me to grow in ways i cant still fully appreciate, but the effects are showing.

Cheers!

Further reading:
http://ramsaik10.wordpress.com/zen-my-way/

http://ramsaik10.wordpress.com/synchronicity/

All that we set into motion in a particular life (predetermined or not) contributes to the individual ego. This Iness cannot disappear on death. As long as this I doesn’t become universal it is bound to drop back from other subtle dimensions to rework as an incarnation. There is a choice to exercise free will if one has lived a true vedantic, buddhist or a socialist life since they reach universal state where they have an option to will their next life or merge in the background (god). This is what is meant by Dalai Lama when he says “Reincarnation is his personal right’.

In Dalai Lama’s words, any set of beliefs that make an individual more compassionate, sensible, detached, loving, humanitarian, responsible and ethical is the religion for that individual. And there is no religion higher than the truth.

Rationality, is not an absolute for all times. Its perception itself undergoes heavenly changes as the frog jumps out of the well. Let us not dismiss what we don’t understand as not rational. If one were to have this dogma then we would still be in the dark ages with the Sun revolving around the Earth.

Reincarnation is a universal concept, whose rapport is not just limited to human life. In fact if u R 2 believe science even a little, then Big bang and big crunch are cyclic with the info. of one cycle being carried to next. And the microcosm has to reflect the macrocosm since the universe started from a singularity (spooky action at distance). It is an evident rational to encompass the human life which has the same core as the singularity; call it spirit if u wish.

The energy in an enclosed system is always conserved. It can only change forms or when entropy is maximum, dissolve into the background and become one with the canvas. Looks familiar to reincarnation and Nirvana, doesn’t it.

When I say rationality is time bound i encompass both the collective time or era and also the time in relation to the individuals life. Jitendra Katara was my good friend and we never ever have any godstuff between us. Now he leads his life in the service of Sai… and keeps me in good mind. He reminded me of the karmic law of culmination of a certain cause can only be differed not eliminated. It made sense to me and am healing well. Now this acceptance and its effects has become rationality to me. This is individual time. In the universal context when Eienstein said – God doesnt play dice, he meant that the God Orderly Direction of the universe inherent in its nature is pretty tight. sorry…i lost focus…c u later

Eventually, socialism would give way to a communist stage of history: a classless, stateless system based on common ownership and free-access, superabundance and maximum freedom for individuals to develop their own capacities and talents. As a political movement, Marxism advocates for the creation of such a society.- Wikipedia

I see no conflict here.

In fact even if we absent ourselves-stop using mind
We still will reach the same destination and effects
The solution lies in the unconscious mind
Which is an all together different ball game?

Unconscious and the cosmic mind are always in sync
It is the field of infinite possibilities and collective past
Its source is the genetic code of the donors and
State of the physical universe at the point of birth

It is not far when science like astrology and
Timed conception will beget a new breed of mankind
Science will ensure better brain capacity usage
And Psychic faculties will be the norm of the day

Life is better when the unconscious mind is composed
Meditation by ignoring thoughts is to achieve this purpose
Slowly we will stretch the time between two thoughts
Effectively stop the self will or conscious mind

Do not expect a miraculous silence in a short span
Coz’ the sub conscious thoughts will next start surfacing
Now is the difficult part-watch the thought without reaction
This clears the associated emotions with that thought

The unconscious mind is the seat of Ego or identity
In the final stages of meditation, fear and panic will set in;
It’s the ego refusing to die, for all our lives it meant ‘I’
Courage and breathing will help the real you emerge

Vice-versa is also true, the change in the state of consciousness
Will undoubtedly morph the space time fabric around you
This is since, now, your ‘I’ is the universal consciousness
Welcome to Paradise where you are the dream and the dreamer

The universal conscience together with the individual conscience
Is the supreme conscience which alone exists in itself
The cosmic dream manifested out of its longing to play
What better way than to create mirrors in its image.

“The greatest discovery of all time is that a person can change his future by merely changing his attitude” – Oprah Winfrey

Karma is the principle of action-reaction of the universe and is cyclic.The wheel of karma does not rest till all the seeds of action do not dissolve. Desire is the emotive force that rules the vagabond mind in its jest for more. This is the root of karma and it is called Samsara out of which comes samskara-the belief system or ones construct.

Life is so simple that if one is courageous enough to live it, mind can be abandoned. And to abandon the mind and to live spontaneously is what  I call sannyas.

Find the above messy. Then just follow the golden rule:
“No credit”

Do this and be assured that you are in tune with your resources

I was sent back to first involve in samsara and then think

Thoughts aided by the best of chemicals set the stage

I became kalki, BlackholeSun, christ, and then Shiva

The time is just a moment away from being new

But those who comprehend the meaning are few

It could mean the earth made new by the ravaging elements

Or the only conscious being, Man, changes his awareness

the universe is but a collective thought projection

which can be breached coz its nothing but your dream

The true growth takes place silently due to interactions with people with varied experiences.

Initially it is tough since they will try to cast you in their mould while the ego resists and detests the other’s opinion. Slowly with time as the referee a transaction takes place leaving both of you rich in experience with which growth is inevitable.

A more experienced person will be effective in excelling in their tasks. Hence the original desire for pay hike or a promotion will be automatically fulfilled.

“do your karma and don’t hanker for the fruits” . Coz’ hankering brings anxiety (child of fear) which will undermine the very result your present karma is to deliver. The mind thinks the object of desire and the mind keeps it away too.

If I am in the now, involved in the task I am performing then I am sure to get the fruits since I am not thinking of future and thus affecting it.

Yes, it is within the construct of the present reality to believe you have already reached the goal and the fruits will be yours. But this needs a few qualities like lack of greed, equanimity, a positive belief system.

The road is yours …. Choose your path

In my anxious form, I am time
In my loneliness, I am space
I am the ripple and the pond

In my compassion I am benign
in wrath I soar the limits
of my empty shell and core

of me is born my dream
and in it do i dream
again a new silly dream

only by being colored
with the dead of myself
Do I live the Self

All is but a joke
played in solitude
But the butt is me